Paradoxical

2007-08-27T01:01:00.000-07:00

Test test..

2005-08-05T10:59:00.000-07:00

Recently really buzy. Due to the reports. But i have completed a couple of reports. The project management and the lit review. Handed in just this afternoon. But still got farking lots of report left.

Couple of updates:
4/8--ahma anni
5/8--HP bday

Ya. Thursday was my ahma anni. Been 3 years le ba. Never been able to forget that day. When she left us. I really miss her. 3 years ago,on that day, i cried. Cried so badly. But in my mind, i noe it was a release for her. From her physical torture. But i still couldnt take the fact.

Went to my ahgong house on thurs night to eat. Everything seems so normal. But i noe everyone still rem the date. Its just that nobody mention anything abt it. That night my ahgong felt unwell. Had to use the ventilator to breathe. Went in the room to see him before i left for home. Saw him crying alone. But i could do nth to confort him. Onli to tell him not to think so much. Haiz.

2005-08-01T16:18:00.000-07:00

Now ah, I school waiting for SF. Wait for one hour le leh. Then she still have come down. Haiz. What to do. She always so slow. Better come down before for thirty or i leave first. HUR..
Yest was my ah kong bday. My aunt bought him a durian cake made by her fren. Very nice. The whole cake is very soft, like spounge cake like that. But you can taste the several layers of durian. The durian ah, very soft and smooth, couldnt taste the fibers at all. Quite worth it. Eat two slice.
My uncle also asked mi yest what camera i really wanted to buy. Cause he wanted to buy for my belated birthday present. So choose the one i wanted to buy last time lor. Panasonic lumix LS-1. Quite ex lah. I think 399 bucks. But since he buying, wahaha. But at first i only asked him to help mi buy, cause his fren is doin this line. But suddenly one day, he told mi he saw another online with better specs. asked me whether i want to change. I told him no, cause more ex. But he say he paying so choose a better one. Say wat, "over the years, have been taking care of the family, also never buy birthday present of gift for u." Hear already also paiseh. Actually my second aunt husband. Should call him yi zhang. But call hi shu shu since young, cause dirct translation from english ma. Always buy mi christmas gifts when i was young. Then i always go their house to play one. Haha. Those were the days.
Yest SF aso came my house. We play Maple and watch VCD, house of fury. Haha. Very lame show. But very nice also lah. She gave mi a red band she bought with JP at far east yest. I promise her that i will wear everytime i play soccer. Why red? Cause gerrard wear one ma. Liverpool captain. My favourite club and player.

2005-07-31T01:38:00.000-07:00

Today
Very sad
Firstly, we quarreled last night.
Then she didnt pick up my calls.
Maybe phone no batt ba.
Didnt blame her.
Morning, woke up with bad mood.
She called. I answered with a bad tone.
Sorri.
Then, went to dentist.
Before i go, ask a couple of ppl to accompany me.
They all not free.
Haiz.
Sop, P, JW, K, Ed, GT.. SF also not free.
Brother also not free.
Sian. Nvm.
Went to dental. Late.
Farking nurse kaopei mi.
Dr like on attachment like that.
Bill cost 80 bucks. Shit. Lousy service still so ex.
After that went queensway shopping center walk walk.
Then walk to queenstown MRT take train to Town.
Wanted to call her. But didnt. Later ppl say she go out with frens i still kapo.
Nvm. In the end feel so god damn lonely.
Walk ard orchard without any purpose. Here look look there look look.
Tired. Took train home.
Bought BK. breakfast+lunch+dinner. In one BK meal.
REach home. She msg mi and call mi a couple of times.
But i ignored. Y? But i dunno. I just dun wan to hear ur voice.
After that gave her a call.
BAck to fine. But i still angry and unsettled inside.
So sian.
Till just now. Quarrel again.
Shit. I just hate my life....

2005-07-29T23:59:00.000-07:00

Ha.
First entry.
Dunno what to write also.
See what can i do with this ba.
Buay..